- BonaFide - Thoughts

loving the weekends

2009-11-08T23:18:00.002+08:00

My weekend is good =)

Saturday:
Reached home in the morning and sleeeeeeeeep... all the way until about 7plus in the evening... Wah, SHIOK lor the feeling... But woke up a little tired haha! Cos maybe I slept too long.

Still got the irritating feeling in my throat and still hurts, so I didn't meet up with my classmates for steamboat, which I'm supposed to. But I met them for drinking at Golden Mile and had fun! =D

HAHA! Was a little tipsy but I was alright. Then cabbed home at about 3am after chilling at the kopitiam near Little India.

Sunday:
Went to church still feeling a little tipsy. But thank God I wasn't feeling very tired. Still abit sick though. Service was good =) LOL ! Robb Thompson was good. I enjoyed the service. Then went to oscar for counting. Travelled down to Eunos and bought something to eat, since I didn't had anything in my stomach since morning! Argh, and I kena poked in the throat by some dumb ikan bilis. LOL! Painful sia!

Bused home to sleep. Was supposed to go swimming with Wene and Jerome, but I slept =( Very sleepy ah, and got a slight headache. Woke up at about 7plus and ate medicine for my head, then headed to Jerome's crib to meet them. Brina came too. HAHA!

Watched a little TV while waiting for Wene and Jerome to bathe, and then walked to Thomson Tong Shui Cafe to makan. Wah, shiok ah. Eat till full!

Sunday late night:
Thinking about work. Tomorrow 8AM. WORK...........................................................
Used to it already. No Monday Blues will attack me. HAHA!

baby you're so bonafide

2009-11-05T23:29:00.002+08:00

Sigh. I didn't wanna go to work this morning.
Feeling so sick. The dangling thingy in my throat got swollen.
So whatever I swallow, feels like a rock. Hurts ><

But I still cabbed to work, at the last minute. I don't wanna take so many MCs.
My attendance during attachment is very important.

The hangar is really toxic. Jun Jie also said so.
The environment can shorten one's lifespan.
Now I'm having a headache. Again =(
Work related =(

Guess I have been smelling too much fumes. Now even my hands got wrinkled because it got soaked in isopropyl alcohol and white spirit throughout the whole day.
I rubbed with some moisturizer, so I think it'll be okay.
If Mark can survive there for 11 years without wearing gloves, I think I can survive 6 months!

I'll most probably sign on with the Air Force after this anyway. Maybe even before I enlist. So I can save time and get my training and get my aircraft license and ratings.

After that, I'll try to stay away from the hangar and work with designs and aerodynamic research in the office with air-con. And that will lengthen my lifespan! =D

forget it

2009-11-03T00:10:00.003+08:00

If you read my last post about 'making a comeback', well I think that's bullshit for now.
And I've deleted it.
I lost the motivation.
After seeing what I saw, I realized... I've been a failure.

I failed to make you happy. I failed to understand.
I failed to change. I failed to gain your trust & respect.

It really made me demoralised. Wanting to make it up to you, but got turned away.
I was concern about how you felt the whole day.
But you didn't responded.
My SMS and email will end up in the thrash, I supposed.

Now that I've seen your side of the story (I'm sorry I had to do it this way), there's nothing much I can do. Things are not going the right way.

Seems like I'm always the bad guy.

sometimes I don't understand

2009-11-01T01:46:00.003+08:00

Sometimes... I cannot understand your funny attitude.
I have been tolerating and letting go all the time.

Why... Why are you like that?

I won't let anybody destroy me in my life.
Not this way.

headache

2009-10-26T20:09:00.004+08:00

I feel so tied down.
By a headache.

It's been affecting me since Saturday. Argh!!!

Today it happened again.
I was so tired.
I worked long hours under the HOT sun.
Thirsty and sleepy.
And bored.

My left knee hurts when I bend it. (I need to see the doctor one day)

I ended up staying at home after work. Staring at the com.
Shouted at my mum to leave me alone.
It's so annoying. The last thing I wanna hear is voices ringing in my ears.
I can't even talk or type properly.

I wanna rest.

Choices

2009-10-25T16:24:00.009+08:00

We... are humans.
We... live in a place called Earth. And on this Earth, we live our LIVES.

LIFE.
You only get to live it ONCE.
When time passes by, it will not return.
The clock does not run anti-clockwise, you know.

The average lifespan of a human being (if you live in Singapore)... is 81.98 years.
With this amount of time, how do we live a fulfilled and meaningful life?

In my 19 years 8 months 18 days of being on earth, I have gone through things.
I have dreams.
And dreams got shattered because of things.
But new dreams are found.

For example.
Since I was a little boy, I wanna fly.
I wanna pilot a plane and see the skies with my own ability.
But this got shattered... because of my eyesight and stupid new rules.

God is great, though.

Because now... instead of flying planes, I can keep them flying.
Which is a greater responsibility!
Being an aircraft maintenance engineer is my new dream.
The money is good. The industry is booming. And I'll never stop learning.
And I find JOY in doing it.

The choices we made in life.
Are not by chance.
God has a plan for all of us.
He knows what is to become of us even before we were born.

But you will hear this from people too:
"You create your own destiny"
Which is also true.
Because you cannot sit back and wait for blessings.
You need to work towards it.
Take action!

Do your best, and God will do the rest.

DO NOT GIVE UP!

happy sixtieth

2009-10-23T23:23:00.001+08:00

Happy Birthday Dad !

Had a really good time at the celebration today.
The food.
The reunion.
The emotion.
The joy.

Love you Pa =)

Something inspiring

2009-10-22T22:09:00.001+08:00

The grand essential to happiness is...
...something to DO...
...something to LOVE...
...and something to HOPE for.

=)

Seven Three Seven

2009-10-21T23:53:00.005+08:00

Today... I went up the Boeing 737 BBJ, which was parked at my company's tarmac. It's freaking awesome, I tell you. FREEEEAKIN' AWWWESOME! The cabin---looks like a hotel. Well, BETTER than a hotel.

After morning tea break, I followed John Peter and Peter into the cabin. It was hot and stuffy and dark. Cos the weather was hot. And the portable air-con wasn't installed. Nor the electrical power was on. So we walked though the cabin with my phone light. That 2 minutes or so inside there was memorable!

You go in from the main door, which is at the front. You'll see the cockpit on your left. Well maintained pilot seats and flight panels and buttons. But it feels like a sauna in there. Walk to the back a little bit and you'll see leather seats. About eight of them. Arranged like a conference room. In fact, it IS a conference area. With a small flight table in the middle!

Oh wait, before you see the conference setting, you'll pass by the toilet first - The Forward Cabin Lavatory we call it. Then after the conference thingy, you'll see somemore seats and a sofa. Then a room with 2 sofas with cushy cushions on them. People can do something something in here eh!!

Another lavatory.

Then comes.... THE BED ! Queen size I think. It's big. It's soft. It's looks really comfortable. Too bad I can't touch it. I know it's soft by the way it looks! And for the FIRST TIME in my life, I see a bed with seat belts on them. Two sets. HAHA! Flight seat belts, yeah.

Lastly, I see the Rear Cabin Lavatory. Behind also got toilet eh. Don't expect the guy to walk all the way to the front just to do his business huh!

So many words to describe one aircraft. A private B-737. Heard it belongs to a filthy rich Indonesian guy. Yeah, I assumed he is SUPER DIRTY LOADED! Cos this big baby costs about US$300 million!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Looks like I can only afford the tap inside one of the toilets! =p

Annoying

2009-10-16T23:52:00.002+08:00

It's so annoying when your EZ-link card has no money -- at least no money to get you through the door. Cos now SMRT set a lame rule where you need to top up your card when it reaches below $3. Three bucks! OMG!

Oh ya, I was saying... It's sooo annoying that you miss your train just because you need to top up your card. Especially when the board says "Jurong East. 1 min." And you see everyone running, including you. But you run to the top up machine. Slot in your cash. Then press "OK". And wait for the green light. By the time you tap your card and run down the escalator, the train doors close........... Wasted!

I've been a victim of this lame thing before. A few times.

I won't forget yesterday. It happened again.

- I missed the train from Bishan in the morning. I was heading to work. It's 7.15am.

- Because of this, I missed the company bus at YCK. It's 7.26am. The bus leaves at 7.25am everyday.

- Then, I took #86 to Seletar main gate. And I missed the #103M. The ONLY bus going into West Camp, where my company is located. And if you miss this bus, you got to wait about 20 minutes! It's 7.45am.

- I was preparing to be late for that day already. I had perfect punctuality record, and that lame rule will spoil everything. There's no cabs around, and I don't plan to take cab anyway. I was hoping that a colleague would spot me or something. And give me a ride in. Some hope which seems quite impossible. Cos it's already very late.

- But when it is 7.55am. I saw a collegue! In his car! Beside me! And he asked me to go in. WAHHH! I was so so happy and I thanked him loudly!

- In the end I scanned in at 7.59am, with ONE minute to spare! PHEW !!! Thank God!!!

AND I SHARE THIS THING JUST TO SAY SOMETHING. I REALLY DON'T LIKE IT WHEN YOU MISS THE TRAIN BECAUSE YOUR CARD HAS LESS THAN $3 IN IT.

ANNOYING rule!

I want this I want that

2009-10-15T00:19:00.002+08:00

I think I need to get these babies soon!

1) Cargo pants from Song&Song... I need this for work. It's cheap, so I can dirty it without worrying.
2) Portage bag... This one ah, super-the-DOPE ah! You see already, you'll say "AISEH!" Next month next month... Payday come, portage come!
3) Ermm.... Safety boots?
4) Plimsols... The white Fred Perry plimsols I saw on asos.com is really nice. Thanks babe for the link! But one thing that's bugging me, is the shipping fee and SGD-GBP rate =(

See how.... But top two is the priority!

Anyway, the next two days of work could be fun. I can take charge of Uncle Mark's toolbox, since he asked me to take care of it. Cos he'll be going on leave till tuesday.

AND MONDAY IS A COMPANY HOLIDAY !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

This is a game of concentration

2009-10-14T02:12:00.003+08:00

Why am I always making small mistakes during work???
Sometimes I'm blur and day-dreaming.

But I learnt something everytime though. After every mistake I learnt something.

Oh well... Like what Mr Steve said: "You're always learning in this industry. Everyday is just like school !"

NICE!

I can't sleep feeling like this

2009-10-12T01:40:00.007+08:00

What I really felt:
Your words that day were like a dagger that pierced through my heart.

Patience and respect is what you want.
But have YOU shown them yourself?
It takes 2 hands to clap.

Maybe we really need to talk it out.
Listen to each other's point of view.

I'm spinning in a whirlwind of emotions and thoughts.
Tears are swelling my heart, not my eyes.
I can't get them out of my eyes anyway.

Why am I feeling like this?
I can't sleep feeling like this.

I wanna resolve this.
Or rather, WE should resolve this.

I also wanna say:
I'M SORRY!

HAHA !

2009-10-10T01:47:00.002+08:00

The statement below right, is kind of a culture in Jet Aviation.
Nothing emo....

HAHAHA !

Everyone will be saying, "Why like that?"
Even the ang moh langs also will: "Why like that?"

Those swiss ppl: "Wai laaik daat?"

I think only those who understand will understand

2009-10-08T13:48:00.001+08:00

Why like that lar. Why...

Another day

2009-10-06T22:28:00.004+08:00

I just submitted my last week's report, although it's a little late =p Was kinda busy throughout the weekends lar. Busy with what? With... 3:16 dance (yeah, I went back after MANY MANY weeks of absence). Gotta learn alot of 8s of choreo! But Monday's session was worth it, cause I know the steps already =D HAHA!

Had some quality time with Babe too =) Though it's always short because of our busy schedules, we still enjoy each other's company. Alot!

Hey you! I love you, phat whale!
I pray that God will watch over us =)

WORK. was. ermmm..... I don't know how to describe my weekdays now. Work has become a part of my life now. One month has passed. Five more to go! Yay, and I hope I can learn more things. Do more things. And make time pass FAST !!!

Okay, that's it for today. I'm going to do my pre-enlistment documentation. Some NS thing. See ya =)

Ditto

2009-10-04T02:17:00.001+08:00

Maybe I just am.

Love Drunk

2009-10-03T02:09:00.006+08:00

I like this video! Because it has Ashley Tisdale in it! HAHA! And I love the song =)

But seriously, I wouldn't want my girlfriend to be like Ashley in the video!
It's like wth lar! LOL ! Unless yeah, the last guy is ME =D

Today after a dirty, bruised day at work, I headed down to Seoul Garden at Marina Square to celebrate Wene's bird day.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY WENEEEEE !!! =D LOL !

Really shagged out after dinner. Seriously damn tired ><
1) Falling asleep at Esplanade
2) Slept on the bus
3) Literally knocked out at the study corner where we all chill

Baby, the past two days I'm very tired.
Please understand okay?
I love you <3

Sweet Dreams

2009-10-01T01:34:00.002+08:00

The tune of this song keeps ringing in my head:

Some of them want to use you
Some of them want to get used by you
Some of them want to abuse you
Some of them want to be abused

Timetable

2009-09-28T21:27:00.005+08:00

HAHAHA ! Take a look at my timetable !

Actually I'm being lame lar! =D

Now having attachment, so my timetable supposed to have nothing...

PICTURE VERY BLUR. Anyway, Friday 8am - 12pm is attachment. Then I've got to go back to school at 2pm for QSMM lesson till 5pm.

And the rest of the days are WORK WORK WORK...................

Since I post this, I shall talk about my life at Jet Aviation too =)

Pretty alright so far. Really good experience and learning something each day.

Just that time passes very slowly when I've got nothing to do.

The environment is quite relax, got to know most of the engineers and staff there, and a few other interns.

This week is my 4th week of attachment, and the things that I've done so far:

Screwing panels, using sealant, touch up painting, greasing, washing and polishing tire hubs, operated sealant gun/grease gun/electric scew gun and other guns like the AK-47 and the M-16 ! HAHA ! Nah joking joking !!! Like that lar, I just assisted the engineers to do different things and they'll teach me stuff at the same time. Been into different cabins of the private jets, some very cool =D

I wanna score a big A for this !!!

I actually planned to take an AME license after my NS.
EASA/CAAS B1 license probably...

NRA Training Camp

2009-09-27T23:59:00.001+08:00

Oh wow !!! Somebody say 'wow' !

For like I don't know how long, I finally started to blog. Again! Can count the says if you want lar. HAHA ! I'm back from NRA Training Camp and I wanna say it's enriching. Enriching in a sense that I've learnt many many things. About dance, about other peeps, and most importantly, MYSELF...

Friday night we were all watching a documentary about 'Laws of Attraction', and I SLEPT !!!
Was freaking scolded (oh well, can't think of any other words) for it. I was realy shagged, because of my attachment. But yeah, can't make that excuse, can I? I was pissed with myself also, causing a thing like this. And yeah, I'm sorry baby for putting you into this as well. =(

I hope learning from this mistake will be made possible in the future. Mind over body, Mikhail !!

About dance: I learnt alot too. 2 showcases. Many many lessons!

Other than that..... The camp was great ! I enjoyed it =D

Thanks to Yan Soon, Limin and the rest of the committee for organising and planning and burning time to make this camp a success. I'm sure all of your hard work paid off well =)

Thanks to Group 2! WJJ, Cash, Louis, Felicia, Caiyi, Li Qin, Shirley, Joyce, and Si Jia (who didn't stay throughout but you're still part of the group lols) Really enjoyed playing the games and dancing with all of you. Let's all push hard in life/dance/studies/every other things yeah !!! =) JIAYOU !!! And hope to get to know all of you better.

Thanks Ann! For still believing in me strongly although I screwed up each time. I hope I can learn from every mistake I've made and not repeat them. Your words are very insipiring and motivating. You such an inspiration in my life =)

Thanks to the crew peeps! For the tips, the comments you all gave about dance, especially during the showcases. I hope I can be a better dancer and practise hard. =)

Thanks to the other peeps I've messed around with! HAHA! If you've talked/laughed/bathed/played with me, then you're in this category. =)

And saving the best for the last, THANKS BABY! =D =D
Weiling, you know whatever I wrote on that piece of pink paper, I meant every single word well. No need to say here liao, it's all written there! Let's push each other hard in life yeah, I believe we can be stronger each day as a person =)
I LOVE YOU <3

yuri !!!

2009-08-01T23:58:00.001+08:00

I've got a crush on Yuri Tag !!!
She's from Kaba Modern, yeah ...

HAHA !

woosh !

2009-07-29T21:36:00.000+08:00

I really really need to GET OUT OF MY COMFORT ZONE !!!
Cannot be shy and scared already... HAHAHA ! =D
Even when expressing myself...

"DCWPT!"

I wanna take classes st Swagg Out !
Probably the 4 regular classes package - $165
I'm planning to learn from each of the 4 dope instructors...
* Jun Quemado
* Keone Madrid
* Mariel Martin
* Ellen Kim

Hmm.. no style is too hard or 'girly' for me ... Wanna try out all the different styles.
Time for money hunting...!

hey there!

2009-07-15T23:02:00.004+08:00

Hello there... HAHA !
I haven't been here in a while, yeah...

I guess I've been through some rough tides these few weeks.
Been BUSY. With school work, of course.
Many projects and THINGS that happen, among people.
I will need to keep my attendance and punctuality record good in order to stay in the course.
If not, I'll get debarred OR even do my attachment in school !!

Something which I DON'T want to happen....

Been tired too. Want more rest haha ! Cos I've been dancing every single day.
Chionging Suntec 4 times a week. Then still got class on Wed and Fri. Sometimes I can't go cos of cell group.
Plus, 3:16 trainings on Sundays.
Seriously, I don't know how to juggle Suntec AND Chuch Celebration Performance together !!!
I can foresee the clash coming, but I don't know..........

We'll see.

My dad came back for a few days recently. Went back to Indo this morning. LOL ! Missed him.
So funny, he got seriously addicted to SUDOKU ! OMG ! He has become a sudoku pro !
I'm glad I can have time with him during the weekends. Can't wait for him to come back again next month.... Love you DAD !

And... I got back my laptop running in perfect condition... Oh well, maybe not. Cos nothing's perfect. GOOD condition. HAHA !

R.I.P Michael Jackson

2009-06-26T10:50:00.002+08:00

Saw the news this morning that Michael Jackson has passed away, at 50.
Damn! This is sad.

Despite the scandals, he is still the best dancer and performer anyone could have seen in the world.

Rest in peace, yo =D

S T M L

2009-06-23T23:12:00.001+08:00

I think I'm getting short term memory loss !
I don't know why...
But it's kinda disturbing!

Hmmm....

Be With You - Akon

2009-06-14T21:52:00.002+08:00

Eh eh eh eh eh eh
Ohhhhhh

I know they wanna come and separate us but they can't do us nothin
Your the one I want and I'm a continue lovin
Cause your considered wifey and I'm considered husband
And I'm a always be there for you
And either way you look at it I ain't goin no where from my muffin
Cause she gonna hold it down, cant no body tell her nothin
You got the kind of love that always make up after fussin
And that's what gets me closer to you

And no one knows
Why I'm into you
Cause you'll never know what its like to walk in our shoes
And no one knows, the things we've been through
Can never measure up to half of what I put you through T
hat's why we'll break through

And I don't care what they say
I'm gonna be with you
I'm gonna be with you
I wanna be with you
And I don't care what they do
I'm gonna be with you
I'm gonna be with you
I'm gonna be with you

Seems like every day that go by things are gettin harder
Want to be the one that give you the whole enchilada
Cause I know what my baby like, ?? that Prada
Louis bag to match with the shoes
All about knowing you I'm into doing things to keep her longer
Stickin together forever, watch it grow stronger
That's the way it has to be, everything proper
Keepin it always true

And no one knows
What I'm into you
Cause you'll never know what its like to walk in our shoes
And no one know, the things we've been through
Can never measure up to half of what I put you through
That's why we'll break through

And I don't care what they say
I'm gonna be with you
I'm gonna be with you
I wanna be with you
And I don't care what they do
I'm gonna be with you
I'm gonna be with you
I'm gonna be with you

You are everything in my life see the joy you bring
And ain't no one I can compare you to
And I know that you will never walk away from me no matter what
And that's why I plan to do the same thing for you
And I want you to know

And I don't care what they say
I'm gonna be with you
I'm gonna be with you
I wanna be with you
And I don't care what they do
I'm gonna be with you
I'm gonna be with you
I'm gonna be with you

And I don't care what they say
I'm gonna be with you
I'm gonna be with you
I wanna be with you
And I don't care what they do
I'm gonna be with you
I'm gonna be with you
I'm gonna be with you

heaty affair

2009-06-11T15:43:00.002+08:00

Been trying to keep myself hydrated these few days.
Cos the HEAT IS KILLLLLING SINGAPORE !!!
Yeah, the sun is suddenly SO powerful... Out to kill the peeps out here.

Lately I've been watching dance vids in youtube and I felt more and more inspired.
I wanna get better. still not there yet I think.
What's my definition of 'there' ?
Hmmmm...
I still havent decided.

But I know I need to get my basics right.
Cant wait for CT to be over so I can go for classes. And dance with NRA peeps.
It gets boring mugging alone at home.
Havent started anything for DDACP test tmr.

And I wanna get out and chill.
Wanna dip in a pool and swim.
Wanna take a ride somewhere and capture cool sceneries.
Wanna this wanna that. I've got SO many !!
HAHAHA !!!

so far so good

2009-06-10T23:50:00.003+08:00

My papers so far...
GOOD !

That's how I feel about them though.
Dunno what the outcome will be.

ASAS2 and SDC and APS like machiam repeat alot of past year questions and tutorials.
Thank God I did them. So didn't really have to study much.
It's more of STUDYING SMART =D
HAHAHA !

Still left DDACP. 2 papers of it on Friday. So there's one WHOLE day to prepare tmr...

I'm feeeeling good bout this common test !
I really need a high GPA to pull up my overall. I want >3.6 !!!

Jiayou to all other NP-ians taking CT. Study smart, don't study too hard.

no break

2009-06-06T04:18:00.002+08:00

I have 5 papers for common test:
* ASAS2
* SDC
* APS
* DDACP theory
* DDACP practical

4 projects/assignments to complete during holidays:
* HF
* DDACP
* ISM
* WISP

Life is hard. Year 3. Real tough.

I still don't know how to survive the 2 weeks break. Can't rest.
Suntec training will be frequent, I guess. Must chiong!
NRA's Day also... HAHA !

And, the road trip with my bros !!!!!! 17th JUNE !!!!
If only I have my license now, I can be driving too .... Damn!

Inspiration =)

2009-06-05T15:18:00.003+08:00

I was watching ABDC vids on YouTube. And was totally inspired by JABBAWOCKEEZ.
They are amazingly dope !
Love them...

I wanna be like them one day. And it'll take me some time to climb the long ladder. Can one !
HAHAHA !!!

NEXT EDITION is a cool name. How bout that?

And, HAPPY BIRTHDAY LOLA (bunny) !!!! =D

oh well

2009-06-04T23:06:00.002+08:00

I told myself I will never ever do it ....
Yet, I still do it.

I start because of a girl.
And maybe I'll stop because of a girl too.

Ironic.

no regrets

2009-06-01T04:14:00.002+08:00

Thanks Ann ! =)
Thanks NRA ! =)
Thanks to everybody ! =)

I walked out of RP without any regrets.
All the shit that was bottled inside me was gone.

And I hope all the other shits will be gone forever too.

Momentum made me realized.
Despite cleaning and cleaning during practice, what matters is that we are HAPPY dancing on stage.
I can admit that my soul wasn't there when I danced. That's why the shit.
But after the talk by Ann, and those lovely peeps who spoke as well, I felt a 110% positive.
I must learn to let go. Of everything......!

I will be myself.
I will be positive.
I will not care what people say.
I will smile like nobody's business.
I will dance like nobody's business.

we rocked

2009-05-30T03:06:00.001+08:00

MOMENTUM ROCKS !!!
We did rock the stage hard =D
I'm so happy today... HAHA !

Tonight will be a better one!

survival

2009-05-29T10:32:00.003+08:00

I skipped class today to finish up my WISP assignment.
I'm scared, yeah. Scared that my attendance will fall. DAMN !

But no choice, this screwed up assignment is 25%. Cannot play play.
Was too tired last night also.

I hope Jian Joon Ming will accept my request for extending the deadline for the Synchro System assignment. 'Cos I really got no time to do it. Tonight is Momentum already. We all are gonna ROCK THE STAGE so hard that it falls to pieces. HAHA !!!

I'm tired and stressed from school work .....
Actually I don't care if I skip class. The lecturer will warn me first before getting me debarred anyway. I just want to make sure all assignments are completed, because I used to neglect them. I can't do that now, YEAR 3 already !!! Yeah..... I just need to SURVIVE this super hectic semester.

But I pray it doesn't stop me from giving my BEST tonight. And tomorrow!
Thanks for everyone who cheered us on. Appreciate all your support.
LOL =D

die !

2009-05-27T23:44:00.003+08:00

OH NOOOO !!!
I've got 2 freakin' assignments to finish by this Friday.
And I haven't started any.......

Gimme the motivation, God !!!
I need it.

Won't be sleeping the next two nights then.
One paper on each night !
HAHA ! Just nice =D

Momentum is in 2 days also....
COME ON FRESHIE GUYS !
We'll rock the stage with perfect formations, energy and steps.
PROVE THEM WRONG !!!

Barca vs. Man Utd !!!!!!!!!!!!!!
FINAL !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

blocking

2009-05-26T23:58:00.002+08:00

RP IS HUGE !!!
Too much space sia.....
Cannot imagine :
(Late for class. Classroom way behind campus. Run all the way!!!!!)

But their cultural centre is dope though.
It's a great feeling to be in their studio and stage.
Can feel Momentum already.... HAHAHA !!! =D

Blocking was quite okay.

Kinda hard to be myself now.
Damn it ! Probably it is insecurity.
The looks I get from people, the regret of things I say. The lost feeling.
I also don't know what is happening. Probably I think way way too much.
Sometimes I hate my mind for being so imaginative and sensitive.
I wish it can filter bad stuff/thoughts. And be a 100% positive.

Aiya, THIS HAS TO BE SCREWED !! No point thinking back. Look forward.
KNS !

What is uuuppp !

2009-05-26T00:01:00.002+08:00

What's up, Kath?
My blog too difficult to read?
HAHA !
Sorry if that's the case ...

No lar, I'm not scolding you ... But I blog feelings here.
Feelings are hard to comprehend.
MAYBE THAT'S WHY.
LOL =D

Peace!

I don't like writing long stories here. Too... erm.... draggy? Yup....

Anyway..... This song keeps ringing in my head.
"The Skin of my Yellow Country Teeth"
Ever since that day, when I heard it during D class.

The choreo is dope. Too tight !!!
Terrence, you are DOPE !

Now i wonder. Any music can be used to choreo a dance. SIMPLY ANYTHING !
Just need to put your SOUL into it. I forgot who said this. But yeah, it really impacted me.

Three more days to Momentum 09.
I'm quite excited. Only quite. I don't know why.... Sigh!
Perhaps because my steps are not neat yet. I really need to BUCK UP !

BUCK UP !!!!

perhaps...

2009-05-25T01:18:00.001+08:00

Maybe next time? =)

TGIF: and the cards go rattle-tattle!

2009-05-23T11:19:00.001+08:00

*Rattle-tattle*

Shuffle it. Deal it. Play it.
Without the money, of course!

I love Friday nights. After tiring out at the studio, I'll be chillaxing with my bros.
Five stars, Dai di ... ...

And it's the start of the weekends. Can REST !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Muahahahaha !!!!!!!!!!!!! =D

Oh yeah!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, MUM !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I LOVE YOU !!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Feels like insomniaaa

2009-05-19T00:18:00.003+08:00

Aiya !
I need rest. Alot of rest...

I've been trying to get more sleep these days.
But sometimes I still get insomniac !

I just wonder... When can I study.
And I've got alot of assignments to do.

2009-05-07T00:13:00.003+08:00

Some people are just too SOUR-HEARTED !
Sour, like my gastric juice I vomitted out in the mornings.

Maybe I'm not talking about SOME people, but ONE person. Whatever.

Well, this week has been rough. Really rough. Been very sick. So I stayed at home at rotted.
Watched TV and sleep. That's all.

Hope I can return to school and the studio soon ! =)

Big thanks to ALL the lovely peeps who cared about me, asking about my condition.
It totally sucks yeah, to be sick. Especially during a time like this.

Big thanks to Loretta! For your nursing tips. Good to have a friend like you.
I was surprised you can remember all the 'chim' medicine names!

Big thanks to MAMA! For taking care of me. I love you =)

Most importantly, THANK GOD for healing !!!

inactive

2009-05-04T17:02:00.001+08:00

I'm feeling FEVERISH today.
Can't do anything much. =(

Sigh!

audition

2009-05-03T23:49:00.003+08:00

Auditoned for CHC dance crew at O school this afternoon.
Thank God I didn't miss it, 'cos I was 15 minutes late.

Thanks Karen for filling me with the steps that I missed. It was alright. Not too difficult, but we only had a short time to practise.

I WAS SUPER NERVOUS SIA !

We're supposed to feel the music for the first 4 eights or so, then do the choreo. After that, it's 4 eights of improvising. Which is freestyle...
I'm not good at freestyling, so I was afraid at first. But in the end I just whacked all the stuff I know and learnt !!!

18 was picked for a second round, and I was one of them !

The second round was similar, with a twist. Involved teamwork and stuff. So I just grooved along with the music. It was FUN though ! LOL !!!

Then there was also CIPHER ! Was the last person to go in... also just whacked...

The harsh thing is... 2 will be axed. So only 16 will be chosen.

-- Church is full of great dancers. --

2009-05-02T01:24:00.001+08:00

L4D is FUN !
LOL =D

Played it for the first time today !

And WOLVERINE is dope !

addicted

2009-04-30T00:50:00.000+08:00

I'm hooked on this song....... Nice !

how could I get through these?

2009-04-30T00:38:00.004+08:00

I was on the bus home just now.
Feeling HUNGRY. Feeling TIRED. Feeling STRESS.

Been dancing from 5 to 10pm !!!
Crazy me....
But I love krump. Real glad to be in the item =)

Well, that's not the main point.
My mind has filled itself with questions.

When will I start studying?
How do I find time?
When will I improve in dance?
How do I find time?
How am I gonna get through all these?

I really really really wanna get at least a GPA 3.6 this semester.
Maybe even a 4.0 ??
Last sem's 2.15 was a terrible disaster.
A high score will pull up the grades.

But this semester is damn full of acivities !!!

Hmmmmm..........

2009-04-29T01:27:00.004+08:00

Float like a butterfly

Sting like a bee

Life's like that

Pretty much carefree

You and yourself

That's all you can be

Cherish

2009-04-25T02:02:00.002+08:00

To the people I love,
I LOVE YOU !

Yeah

2009-04-24T11:20:00.003+08:00

I'm so proud of my school !
ME division won the Best Dressed Team and got 2nd for Dance4Fund =)
Really really happy for them all.

School is so boring........
Sigh

Just another day with mixed feelings

2009-04-23T01:24:00.003+08:00

My mood keeps changing.
Honestly, I thought about the matter again. Just now.

Before that, I was happy.
And after that, I was happy again.

I'll just take it as a 'passing rain'.

Oh well, NOW... I KNOW.
I feel... True colours are starting to show.
Maybe I should sit back and see what happens.
Just go along with the flow, eh...

My mum is a humourous woman. And a spontaneous chick. HAHA !
When I got home, she showed me a dance she is supposed to do for Mothers' Day.
Song: Tide is High by Atomic Kittens !
HOW COOL !!! =D
LOL !
And she isn't so bad at it lor ! Really enjoyable to watch her dance. =)

Anyway, JIAYOU for ME division in Dance4Fund !!!
Have fun =)
The costume damn cute lar.

Everyone's talking about the winds...

60's

2009-04-21T23:08:00.002+08:00

How nice it is... To be living in the 60's !
Got this thought when watching Fighting Spiders.
Dope show =)

The life back then in Singapore was so fun.
Wish I could be like one of the 3 boys...

LOL !

one day...

2009-04-17T13:31:00.002+08:00

Popping John is SICK !
Sick to the MAX !

SBDC:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=a_zfKbTLRgQ

Paris:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cHS5BVAjChA

Damn !!!

One day... with awesome huge loads of practice...
That's my aim =D

SHIOK !

2009-04-15T05:25:00.004+08:00

I love the wind gushing across my face!
It's a damn wonderful feeling =D

I just came back from night cycling with wene, daryl and pek.
Journey: BISHAN to ESPLANADE !!!

Took us about 1 hour plus to get there.
Bishan -> Thomson -> Novena -> Orchard -> Rochor (Tau Huay BREAK !) -> Esplanade

Relaxed by the river. Very nice! And the moon was gorgeous =D
LOL !

Daryl cabbed home from Marina Square because of his legs. So three of us headed back at about 3. Sent Wene back home. Then came back to Bishan.

My hands are bruising now. Damn !

Blind - Lifehouse

2009-04-14T18:59:00.002+08:00

For the second time......

I was young but I wasn't naive
I watched helpless as you turned around to leave
And still I have the pain I have to carry
A past so deep that even you could not bury if you tried

After all this time
I never thought we'd be here
Never thought we'd be here
When my love for you was blind
But I couldn't make you see it
Couldn't make you see it
That I loved you more than you'll ever know
A part of me died when I let you go

I would fall asleep
Only in hopes of dreaming
That everything would be like is was before
But nights like this it seems are slowly fleeting
They disappear as reality is crashing to the floor

After all this time
Would you ever wanna leave it
Maybe you could not believe it
That my love for you was blind
But I couldn't make you see it
Couldn't make you see it
That I loved you more than you will ever know
A part of me died when I let you go
And I loved you more than you'll ever know
A part of me dies when I let you go

I can laugh

2009-04-13T23:14:00.005+08:00

Well, I'm fine now. Miserable feelings like that doesn't last long for now.
I felt, it's no use.

I guess I did the right thing.

Thanks Re-Fresh, Alene and Anjo. For inviting us to perform at the Health Zone event.
A good way to kill my time today. Although, I was damn damn cranky in the morning and I met up with Re-Fresh super late. I forgot my steps again. THE SAME ONES ! HAHA ! DAMN !

But came to think of it, I can laugh at it. Of course I will improve lar!
LOL !

Then it's FOOD for the body, mind and soul. SAKAE BUFFET.
Probably the last time Re-Fresh get together, before we go our separate ways.
For Suntec.

Thanks Justin. For listening to my problems. And the advice you gave.
I definitely feel much better now.
And I ate again.

Thanks to DANCE. The music, mirror and expression saved me from misery. I don't have to think too much now. Krump tracks are awesome!

"Just laugh!"

too much to ponder

2009-04-13T07:36:00.003+08:00

Assuming? Maybe...

I've been pondering about it. Every second of my time. I don't know what to do now.
Misery and anger in a cocktail.

Why? Why can't I do something about it?
Mikhail, you're such a coward !

I was having the POLE of my time

2009-04-09T00:24:00.003+08:00

POLE !

Once striked down, you get 10 demerit points.
That was how it added to the 26 points I had for my driving test.

Result was FAILED !

Damn! I still can't accept the fact that it happened. The warm-up was still fine. The parking was alright. But during the test, I was too nervous. I even striked the kerb during the vertical parking.

3 months is the period I have to wait for my next test.
I know I must park slowly. Very very very slowly.

Sigh !!!

enlighten me, please

2009-04-07T23:25:00.002+08:00

I was watching TVmobile on the bus this morning. It showed the 'Inspirations' thing.
And I don't quite understand it.

"Our deepest fear is NOT that we are inadequate;
Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure."

"It is NOT darkness that frightens us,
It is light that frightens us."

What?

Soccer update

2009-04-07T00:15:00.002+08:00

I almost got the shock of my life yesterday.
Man Utd already lost 2 games in a row.
And yesterday they nearly got 3.

At 79 minutes, it was Aston Villa leading 2-1.
In the end, Man Utd fought back with 2 goals in the last 10 minutes.
So they were back on top of the league.

Pheeeeeew......!

Go Red Devils !

Champion Archer

2009-04-04T01:59:00.003+08:00

I love this online game. Champion Archer. AddictingGames.com !
I'm bored, yeah... Played until about Round 30+

one archer VS sooo many soldiers!

(the big guy needs more damage to kill)

raining arrows!

shot in the body = 5 points

shot in the head = 15 points

after every round, you can upgrade with the points you collected
(if got ALL, you'll become super in-bar)

argh

2009-04-04T00:41:00.000+08:00

My legs... aching !
My thighs... pain !

Heal heal heal !!!

What I Need - Deepside

2009-04-02T11:19:00.003+08:00

This is a very beautiful song by Deepside. And a beautiful video =D
It kinda depicts what I've gone through few weeks ago....

Lyrics:
http://www.lyrics007.com/Deep%20Side%20Lyrics/What%20I%20Need%20Lyrics.html

April Fools'

2009-04-01T17:26:00.003+08:00

HAPPY APRIL FOOLS' DAY !!!

Haha! I've tricked a few peeps already...
And maybe more?

*SMIRKS !*

Anyway, the post below. Yeah, it's a joke !
Gotcha !
=D

I shall go back to practise now...
BYE !

I don't know what to do !

2009-03-31T23:59:00.001+08:00

I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO !!!!

Help me, please..............................

I got scolded by my mum when I entered the house. Why? I totally forgotten about something.
Something very important, and something which puts me in a VERY DIFFICULT position !!

11 April - GITW Semi Finals
12 April - GITW Finals

12 April - My cousin's wedding in Indonesia !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
We already booked tickets about 2 months ago, for 10 - 13 April.
And the worst thing:
I'M THE BEST MAN !

SIGH... I really don't know what to do...
My mum says if I don't go, she'll forbit me from going for dance ever in the future.
HOW ?????????

I can't make the choice......
I can't just leave Re-Fresh.
What to do with one man down?

HOW ???????

pheeewww

2009-03-31T12:15:00.003+08:00

I got out of bed at 12.05 pm !
My IS enrolment slot is at 12 noon !

I was thinking "OMG !"
May not get what I want.

I turned on my laptop. Clicked here and there. And found the module that I want !
I saw:
INVESTING IN THE STOCK MARKET
Time: 1pm - 3pm
Vacancies: 1

And I got it !
Awesome ! =D

Anyway, I don't like MeL's new look.
So confusing !!

stage / experience / lessons / ecstatic

2009-03-29T23:23:00.003+08:00

My first experience on a competitive STAGE:
NERVE RACKING !!!

Re-Fresh
Shaking with anxiety and fear.
Looked at other teams.
The thought: SIGH !

Because we didn't get the steps correct even an hour before we went up.
I don't blame anyone ! No worries =)

We were number 28.
Out of 40.
Gotta wait hellish LONG for our turn.
Somemore, we were the last NRA team to dance.

And Flair Nation's item was quite long.
With me at the side, I watched and shook.

But after we went up.
IT'S ALL OR NOTHING !

BAMMMMM !!!!!!!!!!!!!

We put on a good show. It was fun ! =D

The best thing...
WE GOT INTO THE SEMIS !!!
Along with Wasabi and KinderJoy.
WAZZA !

I had mixed feelings though.
'Cos 3 teams didn't got through.

JIAYOU for semis anyways !
We can do this.
Let's ALL have fun and enjoy killing shows and judges and audiences.
Let's rule the stage once more.

Chiong ah !!!

Along with it came lessons to be learnt.
My weakness is being reminded again.
" NO DING4 DIAN3 ! "

Must train, train, train.

JIAYOU Mikhail.
" ni xing de ! "

butterflies

2009-03-28T00:18:00.003+08:00

I'm starting to have butterflies fluttering in my stomach !
In about 12 hours time, Re-Fresh is going to take the stage.

For the first time.

Hope that everything will go on smoothly. And neatly. And excitingly !
HAHA !!
Let's kill the show...

Jiayou again, for ALL the teams !

Like what Yew said,
"LET THERE BE A HARDCORE HISTORY IN THE MAKING !"

three AM !

2009-03-27T02:58:00.002+08:00

YEAH, 3 AM !
And I'm still awake.

Well, I was hopping from blog to blog. 'Cos I can't sleep. And I'm bored.
Just scanned through them. Really touched and motivated by ALL the encouragements for Groove.

Not only for Re-Fresh. But KinderJoy, Wasabi and the other teams.

I also want to give a shoutout to ALL:
JIAYOU !!!

Sitting in front of my computer after taking a REFRESHING shower and chatting on MSN is really damn relaxing. Even Andy feels the same way. Feels like.... After a hard day's work, you get to relax and do something you enjoy. You know, LIFE IS SIMPLE ! =)

Ouch! My foot got numbed! LOL ! (random)

For now, dancing is the 'hard day's work'.
I was really happy that Ann saw Re-Fresh's item. Although I was super nervous.
At least we can grab comments and tips from the pro!
What she said really motivated me. (or rather, US !)

It's just one more day. Just have fun! Everything will be alright.
We have ALL worked hard.

SO LET'S DO THIS !!!
WAZZA !!!

mikhail wishes

2009-03-26T23:59:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DARYL WEE !!!

2009-03-24T23:52:00.000+08:00

Hmm...

I got to IMPROVE !
It's only 3 days.

yesssss

2009-03-21T23:58:00.004+08:00

Almost there !

Go Re-Fresh !!!

Bintan photos !

2009-03-20T00:31:00.002+08:00

Marlboro, with Loretta !

Our Marlboro sandcastle !!!

Mountain top

ATV! Muddy!

Paintball !

2009-03-19T01:07:00.005+08:00

No, I'm not here to post about dance again.
In fact, I really don't know what to put in this empty spot.

I've tried to think of a poem.
Cos I think it's quite interesting to post your feelings in catchy tones.
But I failed.
It's not quite a good time for rhyming words and stuff.

The past few days have been rough.
- CONFUSION -
Even a short spark of attraction died off.
If you have seen my MSN PM and asked me about it, you'll know what I'm refering to.

BUT HELL NO, THAT'S NONSENSE ALREADY !
"Kan-chiong spider" is just an eye candy.
And it will remain this way.

Because

*
*
*

There's just this one person.

wishful thinking

2009-03-17T23:48:00.005+08:00

Mental warfare.
It's similar like the one I've experience during Danzation rehearsals.
Feeling very very tired today from dancing.
And my mind can't really work well.

But it wasn't as serious, though.
Phew!

Learnt new steps. Difficult steps. But with practice, it should be fine.
We had fun, yeah !

*It's just wishful thinking*
*I know it's not possible*

unexpected

2009-03-16T23:34:00.006+08:00

I am tired.

There was a 'surprised' combined class by Ann today.
I wasn't expecting it.
I wasn't ready.
And I was shocked.

The training was chui ...
I can't keep up with the choreo.

However, I learnt ALOT. Being in the same class as the seniors was definitely different.
You can see the different styles of every single one of them.
It just shows: BE YOURSELF, not someone else.
It's damn true, this statement. Something I always try to live by.

I just got to practise more. And more. To be better. =D

BINTAN

2009-03-14T23:50:00.004+08:00

I'm red like a lobster !
Burnt and painted...

LOL ! =D

I'm here to blog about my Bintan trip. It's a ME division camp.
Went there as a student leader.
And had loads and loads of fun, despite some organising issues.

But what the heck!
FUN is the key! =D

DAY ONE

Trekked Gunung Bintan, a 300 plus metres mountain. First time! Super cool =)
The soil was damn wet, and many people kept slipping.
Even me =(
Towards the end, when climbing down. I missed my footing and got my butt painted brown!!!

We also built a sand castle of a Marlboro packet on the beach. HAHA ! I'll post the photo soon when I have it =) Why Marlboro?
Because our group name is MARLBORO !!!
LOL !

DAY TWO

Team Challenge Pyramid.
This is what we did:
* 1st level - Climbed to a certain height. Crossed the plank bridge.
* 2nd level - Walked across the log.
* 3rd level - Swinged to the other side. Mini flying fox!
* 4th level - Another bridge. This one is slanted about 40 degrees, with a gap in between.
* 5th level - I forgot. But similar to Level 1.
* 6th level - Climbed the rock wall.
* 7th level - The Leap of Faith. We have to jump across a one metre gap.
* 8th level - Some kind of log ladder. But metal. And it's hot!
* 9th level - FLYING FOX TO THE BOTTOM !!!

Then we played some low element games.
Walked across the parallel cables during the high elements.
Learnt belaying and stuff too =D

At night was the CAMPFIRE !
Marlboro. Alamak. Damn funny lar.
We did a skit about unity.

One day a guy saw a Marlboro stick sticking out of the mud.
Then he pulled it.
It was stucked.
He needed help !
One by one, people came to help.
Until I came in and pulled. THE MARLBORO CAME OUT !
We worshipped the Marlboro and wanted to light it. But......
IT CAUSES CANCER !!!
So we threw it away....

This was a commercial by the way =)
And the Marlboro stick is played by a guy. Chester !

The fashion show was SUPER UBER DUPER FUNNY lar !
Laughed till my tears ran down my face...
Colin, Galvin and Eric dressed up as bikini babes !!! WAH, cannot take it...

DAY THREE

Paintball !!!
I was looking forward to this thing.

First round:
We won.
I proned behind the sand bag and provide 'sniping' cover.
Managed to hit Alden in the stomach, Loretta on the shoulder, and I think someone else??
Amirul captured the flag to win it for us!

Final:
Both teams walked up to the front. Shake hands. And did the cowboy shootout!
"1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6, 7, 8, 9, 10 !!!"
We started firing.
I hit two people on the left.
And got shot myself ! Many times !!
One on the finger (which hurt alot!) and bounced onto my neck.
One one the head.
One on my shoe.
One on my torso.
We all ran out of paintballs and I kept shooting blanks !
In the end, it was a sprint as both team caught the flag.
But the other team ran faster.
So we lost. But it's okay.
Cos we had damn fun ! LOL !!!

After that, we drove the ATV.
Alden drove first. Through the forest. And I almost got hit by a tree ! HAHA !
Then through some humps. Bumpy bumpy!
Switched drivers.
I drove through THE MUD !!!
We all got splashed all over lar !!
Everyone became BROWN.

Treasure hunting was next. Called Geocaching.
Using GPS.
It was kinda cool.
Since it was raining, we were all clad in ponchos running around the Nirwana Resort.
Did pretty well, yeah!
According to the trainer.

At night, we packed and went home.

Well.......
This camp.....
Have made me learnt more about leadership. And life.
Especially after the talk. By a guest speaker, who made me laugh till my abs cramped.

MARLBORO!
I wanna thank all of you !

* Pei Yi
* Kenneth "Boss"
* Amous
* Alden
* Wei Jun "Ninja"
* Kelvin
* Joshua
* Kenneth
* Shane
* Justin
* Chester "Marlboro stick"
* Gabriel
* Ron
* Michael
* Eugene
* Jun Hong
* Dewei
* Amirul "Tricia"

You've made my time at Bintan great and enjoyable. I'll miss the times we had.
I admit.
When I made that 'thank you speech' to you before we left, I WANTED TO CRY.
Can feel, you know....
Really proud of you guys. To see you all bond. And have fun!
WAZZA !!!
All the best for the Year 3s too ! Good luck in life =D

And of course. Our trainer. Loretta !!!
'Kan-chiong' spider !
HAHA !
But well, without you. I think I'll mess up things. And leave the group in chaos.

BLIND - Lifehouse

2009-03-10T21:38:00.004+08:00

I was young but I wasn't naive

I watched helpless as you turned around to leave

And still I have the pain I have to carry

A past so deep that even you could not bury if you tried

After all this time

I never thought we'd be here

Never thought we'd be here

When my love for you was blind

But I couldn't make you see it

Couldn't make you see it

That I loved you more than you'll ever know

A part of me died when I let you go

I would fall asleep

Only in hopes of dreaming

That everything would be like is was before

But nights like this it seems are slowly fleeting

They disappear as reality is crashing to the floor

After all this time

I never thought we'd be here

Never thought we'd be here

When my love for you was blind

But I couldn't make you see it

Couldn't make you see it

That I loved you more than you'll ever know

A part of me died when I let you go

After all this time

Would you ever wanna leave it

Maybe you could not believe it

That my love for you was blind

But I couldn't make you see it

Couldn't make you see it

That I loved you more than you will ever know

A part of me died when I let you go

And I loved you more than you'll ever know

A part of me dies when I let you go

This song, I really like. I can keep it playing on 'repeat' mode without getting sick of it... HAHA !!

Check it out... =D

2009-03-09T23:36:00.002+08:00

I actually have thoughts of skipping the Bintan trip.
Because if I go, I'll have to miss 3 full days of dance.
And that's 3 days worth of choreo to learn, clean and practice!

I hope we can do much tomorrow during prac. And that I can catch up fast when I come back.
YEAH, gotta look on the brighter side, yo...
At least I can have fun and take a break. Because I expect a great deal from the camp.
Already liked the place when I went there to recee.
HAHA !

The campsite offers paintball, dune buggy, high ropes, etc. And the BEACH !
OMG... the beach is heavenly!
Soft sand, clear waters, cool breeze. Hope the campfire will be held there.

Can't wait, really ...

tired, yo...

2009-03-08T22:51:00.006+08:00

I had a LONG weekend
... and a tiring one as well.

It's two consecutive days of dancing, and dancing.
And going to church.

Actually quite proud of myself though. I wasn't in my 'LAZY' mode at all these two days.
HAHA !
Because I usually will want to sleep, and sleep. And I will sleep.
You know, it's the WEEKEND ! People want to SLEEP !
Thank God for the strength. =D
Managed to pull through, and persevere. Feeling the energy drainage during the night only.

Woohoo!
I can do ALL things in Christ who STRENGTHENS me !!!

Groove To The West heats are on the 28th.
We started training on the 7th.
I'll be away from 11th - 13th.
May will be away from 22nd - 25th.

So this is how we're going to chiong for it.
And it's our first competition!

Finished almost the first segment already. LOL !
About 8 eights ???
Yeah, around there... =)

GO
FRESH KÙ !!! (酷)

SOE Camp

2009-03-05T10:07:00.005+08:00

The camp was fun!
It was great!
I really enjoyed myself =D

At first it was a disaster being in the LT on the first day. Very very few familiar faces.
And I'm the only person in AT year 2!
How nice.... -_-
At least I got to know my juniors better. Being in the same bunk.
YEAH, WE SLEPT AT THE LOFT !!!
I really really don't mind making that place my home. Oh well, I WANT it to be my home !

LOL !

It's so comfy in there...

But as time passed, I became more comfortable with it. And getting to know more peeps, especially my group peeps. We are called 006 !

I learnt alot during the camp. Such as leadership skills, successful event planning.
The games we played were so fun. Like Kidnapped and Great Wall of China!
I will miss every single moment of it.
Thanks Jeremy (from High Achievers)
Thanks Shihui (my group leader)
Thanks 006 (awesome peeps!)

Well, there's still Bintan. Haha !

And I was soooo tired that I was an hour late for my driving class this morning !!!

CHERISH

2009-03-02T02:39:00.004+08:00

I'll be dumb not to post this.
Although it's way way past midnight.

I'll be off for SOE camp in a few hours time.
Haven't done my packing though ! =p
It's not that I'm lazy, I just didn't had the time.
(or was it another excuse?)

Because KK had a great treat from us in the day.
A rainy gathering at Sentosa. He'll be off to Brisbane in mid-March for his attachment.
Enjoy yourself, yo ! =D

To KK:
I know you're kinda unsure. But hey, going overseas for such program is a great eye-opener. Although I know you'll miss us all here! And DANCE... That's the suckiest thing! No worries, man. Go for dance classes there, and who knows you might be in some dope ass crew!! ;) And you'll get to meet Aussie chicks! LOL.
ALL THE BEST !!!

I saw the tag, yeah. Hope you come in and read this again.

We had fun and all. Slacking, eating, chit-chatting, joking and playing the guitar!
Though I paid the price by becoming a 'wet soup chicken' !!!

LATEST FOOTBALL NEWS:

Manchester United won the Carling Cup on penalties (4 - 1)
Ben Foster. Great save!
No goals after extra time.

YAYYYY !!!!!!!!!

One down, three to go !!!! Go Red Devils !!!!!

i r o n y

2009-02-28T11:15:00.002+08:00

Ironic, isn't it?

The end of one thing leads to the beginning of another.
Stuff like this can happen to friends.

Come on man !!!

WAZZA !

2009-02-25T03:58:00.002+08:00

I'm still up this late, 'cause I'm gonna watch soccer !

Inter Milan VS. Man Utd

It's the HOLIDAYS !!!
Long long break...

Go United !!!

aching shoulders

2009-02-21T23:42:00.000+08:00

Squeeze my right shoulder, and I'll SCREAM !!!

This morning I woke up with my shoulders aching, particularly the right one.
I don't know why......
But it hurts alot.

So the whole day I was trying to control the pain, and ended up lazing around.
Not studying...

Starting tomorrow will be fine. I still have the whole of Monday.
Down this last paper, and I'm free.
For the next 1.5 months !

2009-02-19T23:25:00.001+08:00

Tomorrow is Thermofluid 2 !
First paper.

Wish me best ! =)

I'm going to burn the midnight oil.
Hope it lasts.

Breakout !

2009-02-15T23:59:00.005+08:00

BREAKOUT !

Awesome, exciting, funny production.

Really enjoyed myself watching this show.

The opening dance is already getting us high.

* The popper, I love his moves. Big and energetic.

* The beatboxers. The mic stucked into the rifle was the funniest thing!

* The breakers. Each with his own style, they're really daring and great.

* And the three hot chicks! They breakdance really well.

The video at the start was damn funny.

It shows breakdancing in the primitive times, in the Roman times, during Hitler's reign, and the astronauts. HAHA !

Even puppets were used ! Funny thing !!

I love the whole storyline and concept. Very creative and inspiring =D

a sigh of relief

2009-02-14T00:47:00.004+08:00

I
can
finally
breathe

The semester can be called 'OVER'. Apart from two more exam papers.
I just submitted my AMP report. The last one!
It was late by 30 minutes, due to all my efforts beautifying the Word Document.
It does look like a professional report.
HAHA !

I'm looking forward to the holidays now, where I can do more things.
Exams shouldn't be a problem to me, since I'll have sufficient time to prepare for them.
I hope so, yeah. Sufficient time.

"God, I pray. Give me the strength to study and not to be lazy.
I want to glorify YOU with my results."

Actually the grades isn't that important. I just want to feel satisfied having to complete everything and it's my efforts that will count, really.
Process is greater than Product.

I am going to miss Mum and Dad.
Both of them are in Indonesia now. Enjoying Valentine's Day, I supposed !

Heat-seeking

2009-02-11T23:15:00.001+08:00

I've definitely become more confident in my driving skills!
Went for a spin in the circuit for the first time today.

Tried out the crank course, S-course, directional change, uphill driving, vertical & parallel parking. Really had a good time learning. At first I didn't know that the speed inside the circuit had to be kept low. So I increased to almost 40 !

Gotten a nag by my instructor for that !!!

He said I was a good driver, but I don't listen to instructions. And I can become too over-confident.
Well, he's right. I have my flaws. Which I need to put the sharp-edged sword at.

The conversation we had was quite funny. Oh yeah, it's in Chinese.
(During the S-Course driving)
ME: "Aiya! 这个 narrow course 很容易啦 !"
Instructor: "容易？容易你就自己try 吧! 我不会跟你讲。"
ME: "Okay, 我 try."
Instructor: (HAHA!)

I managed to complete the S-Course without a problem！

ME: "你看！"
Instructor: "哇！你驾车真的不错！但是有个问题。" (Talking about my recklessness)
ME: "我知道啊。But 我会用脑想的。眼睛看路。我爸爸有跟我这样讲过。"
Instructor: "你爸爸？Then 你爸爸有没有跟你说要听老师的话？！"

LOL ! I tried answering his 'question', but he went on to talked about being too over-confident and all the other stuff I need to know.

Driving isn't easy. Takes discipline, responsibility and care. Alot of care!
No problem, I think. Should be fine. I just need to continue possessing all these.
I really want to get my license quick. Even though without a car. The ability to drive is just some 'freedom' in my life!

Nineteenth

2009-02-07T23:29:00.005+08:00

Surprise
Jokes
Love

Those three words. Tells about my day. The day I turned 19.
It could not have been better. Although simple. It was still great!
At least I'm smiling.

Gotten a surprise at the studio after jazz class.
Thanks to the group! For the cake. (We haven't got a name yet, yeah?)
Thanks to my fellow freshies! And the rest who were there. For ALL your wishes =D
I love NRA !!! Alot !
Sorry for feeding the cake to the ants. It was really a waste. My bad !

And thanks to my family!
Mum and Samm
For the AWESOME dinner we had.
Sashimi and wasabe! My day's craving =)
Really missed Dad at that moment. And steph too.
Hope we could be eating as one family.

It's been SO long since we enjoyed ourselves at dinner like that.
All the jokes we shared. And we also talked about stuff.
There even is a short video we took of mum singing me a birthday song!
HAHA !!! How cool !

I LOVE MY FAMILY !!!

Lesson learnt

2009-02-05T11:29:00.003+08:00

Location: OurSpace
Action: Blogging
Reason: Just pissed, and disappointed

I paid about $18 on my cab fare, just to come to school for a presentation.
Why was I late?
I had to finish up the last bit of my AMP2 project slides.
THE IMPORTANT BIT

In the end, my group didn't have much time to cover up everything.
ESPECIALLY MY PART.
THE CRUCIAL PART.

SHIT !!!

My heart was filled with anger, sadness and confusion.
It could be because too much time was spent on the earlier slides.
I persuaded Dr. M to listen to my last part, saying I would be quick.
HE SAID "NO!"

Lesson learnt here:
Do not finish my work in the last minute, so there is enough time to plan and rehearse the presentation.

We (my group) were merely doing up only our own part, therefore we didn't even manage to help each other when Dr. M bombarded us with questions.

SIGH !

It's all over anyway.
AND I WON'T BE POINTING FINGERS.
'Cause I have faults too.

Shall just end it off with a smile. =)
And ponder on the brighter side:
"Your introduction was good. Started out well. Very professionally done!"
Said Dr. M.

At least I discovered my strength here, and displayed it.
SPEAKING !

A little ironic, eh?

Concentration

2009-02-03T23:59:00.000+08:00

These are now wise words from Dad.
Or rather, only ONE word.

CONCENTRATION

He didn't just tell me about it. He has been reminding me of it.
To always always focus.

Guess I'll be training myself to concentrate in whatever things I'm doing.
I really need it.
Especially for me, who is always defeated badly by distraction.

These few weeks are going to be super duper uber hectic!
* Project deadlines.
* Presentations.
* Tests.
* Exams.

I really cannot wait for everything to be over.

Thank You

2009-02-01T22:10:00.002+08:00

THANKS to N340 for the lovely gift !
I really gotten what I wanted.
A SCARF !
Woohoo! =D

And THANKS to Yiu for the street jazz lesson.
I really learnt alot from him.
He's such an awesome dancer, and he teaches really well too.
The $30 I invested for an overseas dance knowledge was worth it!
Had a good time!

Tips from the man:
* Practice
* Take classes and keep learning
* Listen to ALOT of music
* Discover your strengths

words from my wise mum

2009-01-31T20:14:00.004+08:00

MUM came into my room, and sat down on the bed.

_____________________________________________________________

Mum:
"Next week you'll be 19 already. Become adult already.
So you must think like adult, act like adult.
Papa work hard to pay for your studies. So you got to work hard also.
I don't need to tell you what to do. You should know what to do.
From Monday onwards I won't wake you up anymore. You wake up yourself."

Me:
"Don't worry, Ma."

Mum:
(No expression)
"Ya okay?"
(Thinking)

Me:
(Softly)
"I will know what to do, okay. Don't worry."

Mum:
"Your results like that ah. 60 plus like that very hard to get into the school you want.
Make sure you know how to manage your time and handle well."

____________________________________________________________

Burden.
At that moment, I'm feeling burdened.
I have to set my priorities and really act like an adult.

Adult...

lip-stretched

2009-01-30T01:24:00.003+08:00

Seeing you smiling back at me.
Sends my heart into joyous fire.

the atmosphere

2009-01-28T10:25:00.003+08:00

Quiet.
Is what describes the sunny, humid morning.

Could only hear cars outside rubbing their tyres on the road.
Holidays are OVER.
Back to school. Back to projects. Back to hectic reality.
I counted my red packets. Got almost the same amount as last year!

All in all, I enjoyed my Chinese New Year celebrations.
Although it was quite simple.
There wasn't enough time to catch up with all my cousins. Times have changed.
We have now grown up. It wouldn't be like the time when we ran around the block, laughing and playing catching. We could joke like nobody's business.

But now, the topic has changed.
Sigh.

While I am typing this, I've already worn my contact lens for 24 hours straight!
Was too tired to take them out last night.
Sigh.

I shall go to the bathroom - to remove the lens and 'open up my backdoor'!

mood is good

2009-01-24T01:50:00.003+08:00

HAPPY

It's a nice word to describe my day.
The mood in Mikhail's camp is good.

AL project has been submitted.
Relief has built its houses in my body.
It was done before its deadline - Five thirty!

Filling my stomach after that, with YOU by my side, was great.
I've enjoyed myself.
THANKS !

Challenged myself in keeping up with a lyrical hip hop routine.
Was tiring and head-scratching, but satisfying.

And.
Chinese New Year is around the corner!
It's SO fast - only feels like yesterday when I heard a goofy anthem sung by 987fm DJs.
TWO YEARS AGO !
"Chy-neeese neew yearr not so faarrr ! Ching-chong-ching-chong-ching-chong-CHANG !!!"

abdominal agony

2009-01-22T22:55:00.002+08:00

My abs hurt !

Felt a strain just now.
Which made my jaw opened.
No sound came out, but in my head I was screaming in agony!

Ouch!
>.<

Nothing really serious. Just need to rest.

no reason to be lazy

2009-01-20T22:53:00.002+08:00

Remember Spiderman 2?
Dr. Otto told Peter Parker that he is "Brilliant but lazy!"

Well, it could relate to me.
I think I'm smart, but I'm super lazy. Sometimes even lazy to think, which makes me look stupid.
I just want to SLEEP everytime. DREAM everytime. LAZE everytime.

I know it sounds SO wrong.
It doesn't make me a world shaker. It doesn't make me a history maker.
It doesnt't make me a salt of the earth. It doesn't make me a light of the world.

That's why I got to get out... of my comfort zone!
Seriously.
I need to pray about it.

What makes me feel like this today?
Well, my load of school work.
Project, project, project.
A word that I see/use/hear everyday now. And it'll last for the next 2 weeks or so.

AL project is due this Friday. Quite tough. Could be done on time.
AMP2 project is due next week. Quite easy. Could be done on time.
AS project is due... I don't know when! Should be manageable.

After those have been submitted and presented, it's crunch time for the EXAMS !!!
Many many texts to read.
Many many formulas to remember.

And there's still Suntec dance trainings.
Plus, I need to work during the holidays to earn some income.

So...
THERE'S NO REASON FOR ME TO BE LAZY !!!

Football - plenty to laugh about !

2009-01-18T01:02:00.005+08:00

Sensational
Speechless

Words to describe the games that just passed.
Two of them.
Leaving a smile on my face... Regardless.

In my own words...

Bolton 0 - 1 Manchester United
For me, being the Red Devils' ardent supporter, you can never know how I feel.
Shots after shots by United players only found the hands of Bolton's stronghold gurdian, Jaaskelainen. Overwhelming frustration all around, I could only hope for the best.
89 minutes passed.
Berbatov scored a header !!!
Just like the United fans at the Reebok, I stood up with my fists clenched tight in the air.
Emotions running through my body.
Manchester United are at the top of the league table. One point ahead.

Chelsea 2 - 1 Stoke City
My sister went back to sleep after seeing Delap scoring for Stoke, and Chelsea not finding the net. It looked to the Blues that they were going to suffer another home defeat.
After celebrating United's victory, I switched to another channel - To see the score being 1-1 !
Belletti scored, the commentator said. And then there were 4 minutes of added time after 90.
Expecting the score to stay, I witnessed firing squads of Chelsea in the Stoke goal front.
And Lampard strikes the winner!
Chelsea coach, players and fans were ecstatic!

Gosh! Gosh!
What a day of football. And I'm lucky to see it all.
Late goals turning the game and the championship odds.
Woo!

I can now sleep in peace...
... so does my sister !
:D