Sunday, November 8, 2009

loving the weekends

My weekend is good =)

Saturday:
Reached home in the morning and sleeeeeeeeep... all the way until about 7plus in the evening... Wah, SHIOK lor the feeling... But woke up a little tired haha! Cos maybe I slept too long.

Still got the irritating feeling in my throat and still hurts, so I didn't meet up with my classmates for steamboat, which I'm supposed to. But I met them for drinking at Golden Mile and had fun! =D

HAHA! Was a little tipsy but I was alright. Then cabbed home at about 3am after chilling at the kopitiam near Little India.

Sunday:
Went to church still feeling a little tipsy. But thank God I wasn't feeling very tired. Still abit sick though. Service was good =) LOL ! Robb Thompson was good. I enjoyed the service. Then went to oscar for counting. Travelled down to Eunos and bought something to eat, since I didn't had anything in my stomach since morning! Argh, and I kena poked in the throat by some dumb ikan bilis. LOL! Painful sia!

Bused home to sleep. Was supposed to go swimming with Wene and Jerome, but I slept =( Very sleepy ah, and got a slight headache. Woke up at about 7plus and ate medicine for my head, then headed to Jerome's crib to meet them. Brina came too. HAHA!

Watched a little TV while waiting for Wene and Jerome to bathe, and then walked to Thomson Tong Shui Cafe to makan. Wah, shiok ah. Eat till full!

Sunday late night:
Thinking about work. Tomorrow 8AM. WORK...........................................................
Used to it already. No Monday Blues will attack me. HAHA!

mikhail penned his thoughts; 11:18 PM

Thursday, November 5, 2009

baby you're so bonafide

Sigh. I didn't wanna go to work this morning.
Feeling so sick. The dangling thingy in my throat got swollen.
So whatever I swallow, feels like a rock. Hurts ><

But I still cabbed to work, at the last minute. I don't wanna take so many MCs.
My attendance during attachment is very important.

The hangar is really toxic. Jun Jie also said so.
The environment can shorten one's lifespan.
Now I'm having a headache. Again =(
Work related =(

Guess I have been smelling too much fumes. Now even my hands got wrinkled because it got soaked in isopropyl alcohol and white spirit throughout the whole day.
I rubbed with some moisturizer, so I think it'll be okay.
If Mark can survive there for 11 years without wearing gloves, I think I can survive 6 months!

I'll most probably sign on with the Air Force after this anyway. Maybe even before I enlist. So I can save time and get my training and get my aircraft license and ratings.

After that, I'll try to stay away from the hangar and work with designs and aerodynamic research in the office with air-con. And that will lengthen my lifespan! =D

mikhail penned his thoughts; 11:29 PM

Tuesday, November 3, 2009

forget it

If you read my last post about 'making a comeback', well I think that's bullshit for now.
And I've deleted it.
I lost the motivation.
After seeing what I saw, I realized... I've been a failure.

I failed to make you happy. I failed to understand.
I failed to change. I failed to gain your trust & respect.

It really made me demoralised. Wanting to make it up to you, but got turned away.
I was concern about how you felt the whole day.
But you didn't responded.
My SMS and email will end up in the thrash, I supposed.

Now that I've seen your side of the story (I'm sorry I had to do it this way), there's nothing much I can do. Things are not going the right way.

Seems like I'm always the bad guy.

mikhail penned his thoughts; 12:10 AM

Sunday, November 1, 2009

sometimes I don't understand

Sometimes... I cannot understand your funny attitude.
I have been tolerating and letting go all the time.

Why... Why are you like that?





I won't let anybody destroy me in my life.
Not this way.

mikhail penned his thoughts; 1:46 AM

Monday, October 26, 2009

headache

I feel so tied down.
By a headache.

It's been affecting me since Saturday. Argh!!!

Today it happened again.
I was so tired.
I worked long hours under the HOT sun.
Thirsty and sleepy.
And bored.

My left knee hurts when I bend it. (I need to see the doctor one day)

I ended up staying at home after work. Staring at the com.
Shouted at my mum to leave me alone.
It's so annoying. The last thing I wanna hear is voices ringing in my ears.
I can't even talk or type properly.

I wanna rest.

mikhail penned his thoughts; 8:09 PM