Monday, January 5, 2009

So hard

Mind over body. Mind over body. Mind over body.
I meditated upon these words. Effectively.

Why is it so hard to wake up in the morning? Why do I always feel tired and cranky?
Can barely open up my eyes to see the time on my digital clock in front of my bed.
Oh wait, I need to get my glasses! But still...

Yes, it takes quite an amount of effort to take myself to the bathroom.
Wash up, brush my teeth, do my business.
And get ready for school.
Today's the first day of school - in the new year!

Well, actually I'm NOT going to school first.
Because of a mistake, a misjudgement - I have to go for my driving lessons. And miss the first 2 hours of class.

I'm missing the holidays (still in its mood)
Danzation.
Christmas time with family.
New year countdown.
Sofia's wedding in KL.

That was how I spent my 3 weeks break.
It has been good. But now, I gotta face reality. My full time job - Being a student!

79, 72 and 69 is what I got for my common test papers.
Airworthiness Legislation, Thermofluid 2 and Mechanics of Flight respectively.
You see, I'm just an average student. But I'm satisfied with it though. I can work much harder!
5 more weeks - to exams.
3 project papers to complete. And not a single one started.

I need to buck up. January. A hectic month.
I can handle it. I believe!

mikhail penned his thoughts; 11:40 PM