Tuesday, November 3, 2009

forget it

If you read my last post about 'making a comeback', well I think that's bullshit for now.
And I've deleted it.
I lost the motivation.
After seeing what I saw, I realized... I've been a failure.

I failed to make you happy. I failed to understand.
I failed to change. I failed to gain your trust & respect.

It really made me demoralised. Wanting to make it up to you, but got turned away.
I was concern about how you felt the whole day.
But you didn't responded.
My SMS and email will end up in the thrash, I supposed.

Now that I've seen your side of the story (I'm sorry I had to do it this way), there's nothing much I can do. Things are not going the right way.

Seems like I'm always the bad guy.

mikhail penned his thoughts; 12:10 AM